Today is brought to you by the letter I

The letter I.... specifically Inadequate, Insignificant and Insight

Most days I feel insignificant. Feeling that I am not important to anyone. That if when I am out of sight I am out of mind. Or if I am not doing something for you, you have no use for me.

Then there are the inadequate days. The feeling that I am not enough or not good at anything I attempt. Whether it's work or losing weight.

Today I started seeing a therapist. I let my feelings flow freely out of my mouth. I told her things it takes me years to tell some people. If I ever tell them. And she said I have a lot of insight to my life. I find that the insight comes from my relationship with God. I know the truths about me thru Him.

Romans 12:2 reads, "Don't copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will know what God wants you to do, and you will know how good and pleasing and perfect His will really is."

God is transforming me!!! But it has been on my terms (that's why it's taking so long) and I think of the lyrics to Steal My Show:

My life
My friends
My heart
It's all Yours, God
Take it away
My dreams
My fears
My family
My career
Take it away
Take it away
It's all Yours, God
Take it away
Take it away
It's You I wanna live for

So I am breaking my chains and giving it to God!!! All of it!!